Can you go from friends to dating too shy for internet dating
I came to drop his stuf off that last say and she was there. The last day I was at home, I ended up meeting up with him and telling him I was leaving. Days following my move, I would get angry texts from him followed by him telling me he doest want yo live without me.
Then the day came that one of his friends told me he tried killing himself.
After all the drama between the two of us, I am nothing but mad.
It has completely crushed me because we were engaged, living together, and wanted children. I can’t go five minutes without thinking about her! Over the past month I have been doing a lot of self awareness.
Even when he appeared to be holding back or hurting you on purpose, he was always doing the best he could.
Understand that he never intentionally meant to hurt you. Understand and buy into the following two concepts: change is hard and people can’t change for you.
Yet let go you must if the partner you are clinging to does not meet your needs.To hurt me and get back at me he fed into her desires.He hung out with her but never did anything with her. I cut off all communication between us and decided to move 5 states away to live with my absolute bestfriend.I was convinced that I was going to spend my life with him. I have changed my drinking and changed a lot of my bad habits.It has been two months since our break up and I still can’t seem to let go. Everyone tells me he’ll do the same to this other person. I’m angry that I’ve had to drop out the community of folks we were both involved with. I ANGRY at myself for turning my entire life over to him. I did not change my bad habits for her I changed them because I want to be a better person.
Do you have a relationship like this, one that you still long for?